Listening to: the clack clack of my typing
Reading: Skip Beat!
Watching: Skip Beat! (again)
A common thing for me... to start writting in my journal with "it's been a long time since the last time I wrote" why? I just keep forgetting to write down something from time to time, I've tried alarms, notes, post its and what not to remember myself to write something in my journals from time to time and nothing.... I end up writting a life recolection in a few hours every year or more.
Anyway... so far I've gotten married, got a new job, lost my beloved dog, broke my leg, lost my job and finished therapy for my poor broken leg... also someone stole (or I've stupidly lost) my i-pen so I'm left with only my mouse to use when painting or drawing in the computer... which has actually left me doing none of that at all... I realized that I've become quite dependant of the comfortable shape of my i-pen, I mean... after using a pencil for 18 years I ought to be used to it... or a little dependant on it, right? I've heard of many who don't mind using a mouse but I've tried and I feel more than stupid, I just CAN'T... something tells me it will take a looooong time for me to learn to use the mouse comfortably before I can actually do anything real with it.... TOT I miss my i-pen! not to mention it was a present from my husband like a gazillion years back when we were still dating... I do hope I find it, not to mention those are not EXPENSIVE by definition by the're definitely a little bit away from my current budget (remember I don't have a job at the time) so I'm stuck with what I have.
I've been painting a little again, with crayons and acrilic paint, it relaxes me so much...
Aparently I will always have this strange feeling, whenever I stop drawing or painting for a while and then do it again one day it's like a weigh being lifted off of my shoulders... maybe a little bit like the relief of an addict going back to it's addiction just, without the guilt an addiction usually comes with. Art is really what fuels my life, filling it with passion, I guess I would never me able to survive without it.
So... I'll be trapped at home for a while and I'll try to take advantage of this free time to draw and paint to my hearts content.